Dreams...

خیلی وقتا برام پیش میاد در کسری از ثانیه در حالی که اصلا تو فکر چیز خاصی هم نیستم یهو تو یه حال و هوایی قرار میگیرم مثلا انگاری پرت میشم به گذشته ... خاطراتی که زیادم پیش نمیاد خودم بشینم بهشون فکر کنم! بعد نکته جالبش اینه که وقتی فکر میکنم میبینم خاطره ای که یهو توی ذهنم اومده دقیقا تو همچین تایمی از سال پیش اومده بوده ... مثلا امروز که 6 آبان 1402 هست یهو باید یادم بیاد زمانی که مادربزرگم سرطان گرفته بود و باهاش رفته بودم برای شیمی درمانی... یهو محیط بیمارستان رو یادم میاد... حالا این اتفاق کی پیش اومده بود ؟ آبان سال 84 .... هم عجیبه هم جالبه هم....Am I getting out from the matrix???آیا??? Dreams......

اصلا برام قابل باور نیست مرگ کسی رو که تا حالا از نزدیک ندیدمش اینقدرررر اذیتم کنه که تا کوچکترین فرصتی گیر میارم بغضم میترکه...اینقدر حالم بده که دیگه حتی نمیتونم هیچوقت فرندزتراپی کنم...so no one told you life was gonna be this wayYour job's a joke, you're brokeYour love life's DOAIt's like you're always stuck in second gearWhen it hasn't been your day, your week, your monthOr even your year, butI'll be there for you(When the rain starts to pour)I'll be there for you(Like I've been there before)I'll be there for you('Cause you're there for me too)You're still in bed at tenAnd work began at eightYou've bued your breakfastSo far, things are going greatYour mother waed you there'd be days like theseBut she didn't tell you when the world has broughtYou down to your knees thatI'll be there for you(When the rain starts to pour)I'll be there for you(Like I've been there before)I'll be there for you('Cause you're there for me too)No one could ever know meNo one could ever see meSeems you're the only one who knowsWhat it's like to be meSomeone to face the day withMake it through all the rest withSomeone I'll always laugh withEven at my worst, I'm best with you, yeahIt's like you're always stuck in second gearWhen it hasn't been your day, your week, your monthOr even your yearI'll be there for you(When the rain starts to pour)I'll be there for you(Like I've been there before)I'll be there for you('Cause you're there for me too)I'll be there for youI'll be there for youI'll be the Dreams......